I feel it.

Yes, I cannot denied that I didn't feel it.

I feel her sadness, her voice, her stress, her workload.
But I tried to ignore her and stay out of troubles.

I knew that it's not my fault.
But somehow I felt guilty when that incident happened.
I think I should be more helpful, more caring, more sharing, and less complaining.

I feel sorry to her
when I was down, pekcek,
I used to talk loudly to her.
I just cant control my volume and my stress.

Today incident let me truly feel how important playing a role as a team member.

Again, I feel learned helplessness.

How many times that I feel I have no power to do anything especially something was happened besides me.

What are the meanings I am trying being a helper?

Yes, I looked down myself.
I am almost lose my confidence and determination.

I need more strengths !!!